Hi People!!! I am already getting in trouble at work. I can just feel the hatred of me when I go into work. The hate...the jealousy of the way I look. They don't care that I am a good or bad worker because most people are all about looks. LOL! It’s funny because in life I have noticed that the people that go through life ABSOLUTELY OBSESSESED by the way they look are the ones that will end up not looking so good when they are older, and the ones that are not so obsessed by the way they look usually are the ones that end up looking good as they age. It’s like a demonic practical joke on Narcissistic people obsessed by looks. I learned ages ago that good people, saints, will end up looking great as they age, and bad people narcissists will end up looking AWFUL as they age. Anyway, I am already getting hate from women no less, co-worker women who compete with looks with a man which to me is ridiculous. Me personally I will never compete with a woman or ever be jealous of a woman, a man, but not a woman. I had an incident yesterday with a female co-worker who was just jealous of the way I look because in her mind I look 10 times better than her. Again, it’s sad to see narcissist such as this woman age. They usually don't age well. Me, I am not a narcissist like her so of course I look better. When you don't walk around thinking about how you look constantly you are the one that looks the best, but I digress. I just started at the job and a bunch of insecure arrogant women who want to compete with a man me with looks wants to get rid of me because to her work is just a beauty pageant. I swear I hate people so much! SLIME! I am just trying to work and everybody else is marching in a beauty pageant, IMMATURE! It gets annoying! NEWSFLASH! I AM NOT COMPETING WITH YOU YOU ARE A WOMAN! I told a co-worker today that I am seriously considering getting disability and making the excuse that the way I look makes me incapable of holding on to a job. She laughed.... I didn't! Again.... I HATE PEOPLE!!!!

Hello all!!! I have been working at my job now for a bit and so far, so good, but I say that at every job. Again, I am beginning to think I am the “Chosen One" and that my co-workers will eventually get jealous at my job and then fired for no reason like every other job I have had. Every job I get I will get people that fake like they are my "friend" and will start to give bad advice. Like for example at this job at California Mentor, they want to give me the advice that I should get a girlfriend, which is just code for "We are jealous of the fact that you Leo seem to have a lot of money and we think that if you had a girlfriend and popped out kids, you would be poor like us" again people don't realize that I am just better with money than them. They arrogantly think that it is because I don't have kids, well, a lot of people don't have kids. I entertain this type of fake advice pretending to tell them that I have a lot of issues that is why I should not be with a girl, but the reality is that I have already had a serious relationship with a woman and that I am just above them in level because they have yet to show the opposite sex love. I have already loved and lost. At California Mentor there is one staff that gives me issues already! I haven't been on the job for a month yet and the hate and jealousy is already happening! She tried to say I killed all the clients because I made a mistake on the job. The reality is that just because I look like a 20-year-old, doesn't mean that if you stress me out, I will cry like a 20-year-old. So, when she said I killed all the clients due to my mistake I didn't even react. I mean if you make a mistake that is why there are 2 staff so the other can catch the mistake! DUH! Again, my days are numbered at California Mentor like they are at all my jobs due to ego and pride that my co-workers have and their view of me being somehow better than them. Again, most people think life is a game and the person winning at it needs to be brought down to their level. I HATE PEOPLE! BOTS!!!!

Hello People!!! I had my first few days of work. So far so good although I have a feeling, I will start to get animosity from my other co-workers. In Kern County there is a lot of Marital Status Discrimination, at least for me and I am already getting a tinge of it this week. People always want to analyze my life to see how many women I have been with and this and that, it can get annoying! People just don't understand that some people just don't want to get married or have kids...PERIOD! No explanation necessary! Why can't that be understood? Because their lives with kids are despicable? And my life single by myself is a lot better? Whose fault is that? Mine? Everywhere I go I get this type of treatment. I get verbally assaulted, I get analyzed like a science experiment, and then when people realize that I just want to work well you are just working too hard then fired! Hating and jealousy! I doubt I will last long at California Mentor, and it is because I am a better man than any of the men at work that have kids and people can't accept that. they can't accept that this single man is happier and more motivated than any of the married men with kids at the job. then of course when I am around, they act like their lives are so great with kids, I know it is not they are just fronting LOL! It’s funny how they talk like they have such "Good Lives" with kids when I know they are not living well, but that doesn't mean they have to demonize me. the way I see it if people are going to "FORCE" me to have kids with so many words, then the more I won't have them. I really don't care what they think! Even my own family treats me like crap for no reason other than I don't have kids. As Tren Genius said my family sold me out. Well, if the world won't accept me then I will be accepted by God which is who guides me. I don't know who guides these people in this town who have kids...THE DEVIL! Till Next Time!