Saturday, September 30, 2023

Hi All! I am changing my post day to Saturday as I have a job and I can't post on Weekdays. Anyway, I thought I had a job where everybody is chill with me but apparently I can never have such a thing. I got into it with a co-worker yesterday for no reason! Again I think it has something to do with me being a Chosen One. If you don't know what that is you should look it up. Long story short she yelled at me for not being able to complete an impossible task and I defended myself. As of right now, I am wondering if my days are numbered at this job. I dunno. I hope I, at least, can make some money before they fire me for no good reason. Again, sometimes you can be just too good for people to stand you, and that is what it means to be a Chosen One. Its like your too good to the point where your Energy or Vibe irritates other peoples demons. Since most Supervisors just want a chill work environment they end up firing the Chosen one instead of the bad people whose Demons are being irritated. Oh Well! What can I do?! Right! I will work the job to the best of my ability and see where it takes me. I already know where, the Unemployment line. I just got done with my Tasks for Saturday. I have a set number of tasks I do on the weekend and I am pretty much done with my Saturday Tasks. Sunday is easy! Just clean my Apartment and do my laundry thats it! DONE! I wonder what is going to happen on Monday? Regardless, I prepped my notes that I have been taking at my job and Hopefully my Supervisor Julissa will be understanding. I have a therapy Appointment on the 16th so I will tell my therapist everything that is going on. Maybe she has some good input on the situation. I doubt it, the best feedback to my plight as a Chosen One has always been Youtube. I find refuge there with all my issues

Saturday, September 23, 2023

Its been a Hectic Week! Phew with all this training for my job and trying to catch up with alot of stuff. PHEW! I need to relax and take a breather. If anyone tells you living by yourself is easier than living with kids...THINK AGAIN! You have no help when you are by yourself! And the Isolation that comes with it, it can get just as hard as someone having kids and a family. Anyway my 1st week as an ECM Coordinator went off wihtout a hitch. I think sometimes I worry for nothing. I always think the worst and hope for the best a little too much. I should think positive more often and not think that Armageddon is just around the corner! LOL! I had to fix my car, YET AGAIN and this time it was the Undercarriage. It cost me 500 bigones! PHEW! I really...REALLY hope that is the last time for a while because I seriously need to build up my savings. I've spend a good chunk of it just maintaining my vehicle. Luckyly I have a good job that has a good salary so if I don't need to spend on anything more I should be able to build it up. I like my job so far, no crazies...yet! I have yet to meet everyone but it seems everybody takes their job seriously. They are not there because they want to relive High School. We are here to save lives and not wonder who is sitting next to who in the lunchroom like its 3rd grade!

Tuesday, September 19, 2023

Hi Everybody! LOL! I kinda missed my Post date of every Thursday of the week, so I am trying to make up for it. I started my job as an ECM Coordinator for Omni Family Health this week. Monday the 18th 2023 was Orientation, nobody sat next to me. I just don't understand why people are repelled by me =(! I feel bad about it, like I give off the wrong impression right off the bat! I dunno! At least I am working right! Gotta support my Gaming Habit somehow and keep a roof over my head. My Job is going well so far, but then again I have only been at it for 2 days. You never know, the people at my job might be crazy, masquerading as normal well adjusted people, which are the TRUE crazy people in this world in my opinion. I can't wait to get paid! I will be making good money, my 2nd best income in my 25 year work history! Which is good. I am really just happy not to go stirr crazy in my apartment. Again nobody likes to talk to me or befriend me. I am beginning to think it is buecase of a vibe I give off or something or maybe a bad first impression. I try to make up for it by looking friendly and nice and looking as presentable as possible but even after all my efforts nobody still likes to talk to me. My only friends are my Playstation 5 and my XBOX Series X. I get lonely alot! Even my own family doesn't like me, they even go sa far as to hate me even. Like I said, it makes me sad. It's a good thing I have therapy every month otherwise I would just explode! I like my therapist this time around she seems more caring than others and gives good advice. She seems to listen more than my last one. I think my last therapist would just lie to me just to make me feel better. I know he is lying...I can tell! Maybe that is why people stay away from me, because it is unlikely they can pull a fast one on me. I guess thats a good reason to be a loner... RIGHT?

Thursday, September 7, 2023

Hello All! I haven't posted in a week so here it goes! LOL! I am waiting for my new Job to start as an ECM Coordinator for Omni Family Health. I AM SO EXCITED! I don't know what to expect. I hope I have good co-workers first and foremost. The work at a job is never an issue with me, its getting along with co-workers that is. I always seem to have co-workers that develop animosity towards me for no reason. I don't know what it is. I have been watching alot of Youtube vidoes on it and honestly, according to the videos I watch, there's not much I can do about it. This lifestyle of getting hired then fired is getting TIRESOME! Especially since there are ex-cons that have no problem lasting long at a job. I am beginning to think the fast-track to success is going to prison first, because then, the people at your job will think you are "Cool" and accept you. Anyway, my Apartment Repairman came yesterday and that was hard, we don't get along. He apparently wants me to move out and is hell bent on kicking me out of my apartment. I pay my rent on time and all my bills on time. I have no idea why he wants to do that, something to do about his dying wife. I told him at least he has a wife. Some people (such as myself) don't have that, and the way that I am, will never have it. Alot of people nowadays, neglect to count their blessings! To me it is a blessing to live in this country, but to others that is just not enough. They have to have everything and anything under the Sun, and when that is not good enough, THEY WANT YOUR STUFF TOO! Sad! =(!

Friday, September 1, 2023

Hi People! This post is a little late! I usually post on Thursday, I've been kinda off my Posting game as of late. LOL! Oh Well! Here it goes! I got my Phone working again. It's good to have a working cellphone, as it was kind of disabling not to have one when you need to find an address for clients. My new phone is fast to and designed for Truconnect and, get this...$1.00 a month Unlimited! I know...a Great deal! I don't ever want to lose it. I just had my Colonoscopy yesterday, I am glad I got that out of the way. It just seems that ever since these doctors found out I have insanely high testosterone they want to test and test me...DUDE?! I goto the gym ok?! I know what I am doing in there that is why at near 50 years old I have 948 Testosterone. Doctors man! Bunch of Arrogant Haters! Oh Well! When I start my job as an ECM Coordinator, I am sorry but I cannot keep going to Doctors appointments! There is no reason why a healthy man such as myself should have so many doctors appointments! Doctors just cannot accept sometimes that us laymens to health are better at keeping it for themsevles than they are. I am still doing shifts with Ms. Beaumont which is a good side gig. I might have another client to go along with her. So I will be making BUKU Buck! (Hopefully! Lets not get excited just yet!)