Hi Fellow Nerds! Well, my Aura as a Chosen got me in trouble this week. I got into it with the Scheduler. She tried to take her frustration out on me...and I let her have it! She said she will tell on me like the little girl (that looks old) that she is. I swear when people see me, it is like I get extreme reactions! They either really like me, like my disabled clients, or they hate me, like everybody else in society. I guess people just cannot see how it is possible to be this sexually experienced yet still have the Aura of a Virgin. My Aura intimidates people so freak in much that most days I do not talk to anyone. I say like 3 words sometimes a day! Like those Chosen videos say, I am in the world, and not of it. That is what happens when you choose lifelong sobriety. Your success will be stopped at every step, and your job will not hold onto you for a long while. It is a good thing I have a cheap apartment on the Eastside of Bakersfield. Easy peasy rent! But then again, my Repairman wants to get me evicted! I do not know how he is going to do it. He might try something underhanded to get me to react and then call the police officers on me, and I end up going to jail! Which has happened before...but God gives its Chosen people the ability to discern when danger is about to happen. I have dodged going to jail several times. I have gone to psych wards though, but a psych ward is not against the law, so I get out and can get a job easily. I hold on to the fact that my afterlife...will be great! I hope! LOL!

Hello People! Fellow Nerds! I had a good week at work, nobody had a conference with me telling me how bad I am doing. My boss got a new hobby or something, I do not know. I told my boss that I have Jury Duty on Monday and she had no problem with it. I thought she might because I did not tell her in time, but she ok'd it. Then on Saturday when I called the Jury Duty number, I found out I was on Stand-By only. So, I told my boss that I will go to work on Monday and will call the Jury Duty number on Monday. My co-workers are smiling at me a little bit. They kind of are warming up to me, I do not know. I still feel a sense of hostility from all my co-workers even though they are warming up to me. I also get the feeling that people stare at me in public. My Chosen One status is making me stand-out and it scares me. What is to stop one of these psychos from following me home and... That is one of the main reasons I have a light outside my door that is constantly on at night. From being kicked out of the house and put in bad places I have found out that even with all these technologies to fight crime like security cameras, and ring doorbell cameras, a simple light outside is the best deterrent to crime. Bad people just do not like to be illuminated. I have watched a lot of Chosen One videos and a resonate a lot with their message and I have a lot of similarities with the Chosen One Archetype. I cleaned my apartment just now and will do my laundry, hope the Ravens win the Superbowl! MAHALLO!

What is going on People?? I had an ok week this week. I still feel like people at my job have hostility towards me, I do not know I am scared to socialize with them and then they suddenly reject me. That is what usually happens to me when I try to make friends. People usually befriend for a while then backstab me for no reason, sad. I try as much as possible not to say anything that is offensive at work and to be as funny as possible. As much as I was disciplined on my 90-day evaluation, I am still working there so maybe they had an agenda about my disciplinary meeting for getting the most enrollments, I do not know. I have a shift with my client today! So, I will make some money. I might lose my Medi-Cal due to my high income; I did mail my renewal form; I hope I still get Medi-Cal. I made sure to put all my relevant bills on my Medi-Cal Renewal Form to make sure I still get it. I also got a notice that says that I still qualify, or MAY (keyword) qualify for Medi-Cal. So, I would say I have a 60 percent chance of still having Medi-Cal. One of my Co-workers yelled at me 2 days ago for taking too long going home. They must set the alarm on and sometimes I have work that goes overtime. I have a sinking feeling that she may not like me for some reason. I always have this sinking feeling that most people at my job are not welcoming of me and wish I would quit. It is sad that good diligent workers are treated this way but unfortunately there are many crazy people out there, even in the Medical Field and if you are not part of the Status Quo meaning the "Cool Kids" they will force you to quit. People just do not care unless you are considered "Cool" whatever that is. I am one of the best workers but since I did not pass the "Coolness Test" I will be fired soon. Pray for me.... till Next time... Mahalo!

Hi People! Like anybody reads this. LOL! Like I am famous or something LOL! Although since I am the Chosen one, I feel people keep track of me or that people in the world are out to get me, but I digress. I had a good week working this week. No stupid meetings with the boss about how incompetent I am, which is odd because I am consistently the top performer at the job. Could this be the product of being a Chosen One? I do not know. I did a shift with my client Brooke Beaumont last weekend which was good! We all need the extra cash, right? LOL! Some of her clients might want to use me as their member of staff too, to take them to appointments or something. I might have a business going at the Group Home Mrs. Beaumont lives at, GO FIGURE! I hope this year is going to be good. My family never called for New Years and never called for Christmas. As I keep reiterating, as I have gotten older, I have concluded that your worst enemies are your immediate family. I hate my mother, Brother, niece, Nephew...ALL OF THEM. None of them support me in anything I have done, and even though they know they are doing wrong, NONE want to do what is right because they are afraid, they will not get a big payday when my mother dies. It is sad really and pathetic that people that you think are good are really this money hungry that they would throw their good relative (because I have been nothing but a good Uncle / Brother / Son to them) under the bus. I must learn to support myself completely now, I am 70 percent sure I will not get an Inheritance when my mother dies but as the Taylor Swift song goes "You’re on your Own kid, you always have been!" Till Next time!