Well...its official I never want to see my Part-time GF again! Its kind of awkward because her daughter lives not two doors down from me. So its weird to walk to my car knowing she might see me, her and her friends. Oh well! Easy come, easy go. I think with my personality I attract a certain type of woman that is no good. A woman that does what she feels like doing, says whatever she likes and doesn't care what you think...etc....etc. I think I am better off using Plenty of Fish or Facebook dating to find a girlfriend. My Ex just wanted to use me for money. I think in society, you aren't just rich if you have money, NO! You are rich if you make the same amount as they do but you pay your bills first and foremost before partying. I think nowadays if you don't blow all your cash on stupid shit, you are considered rich all things being equal. I also just got back from the Dermatologist today and she said the Yeast infection that my Nasty-Ass Part-time girlfriend gave me is going away. So thats good! A word of advice...only have sex with people you can trust. Otherwise they can give you something that is hard to loose! Luckliy its just a yeast Infection! Could have been Aids! (WHOA!). I think from now on I will just Casually Date...no more looking for serious relationships. PEOPLE ARE CRAZY!!! BEST TO STAY INDOORS!!!

HI EVERYBODY! Well I finally made it official. I broke up with my Part-time Girlfriend. We really weren't getting along in the end. Ultimately all she wanted from me was money, and when I refused to give her money she broke up with me. I met a few friends through her, I guess i will have to aviod them too. DUring our relationship, her duagher moved in not 2 doors next to me in our Apartment Complex!!! So it is going to be awkward talking to her as I might see her there visiting and such. I have been heavily into gaming lately. People don't seem to like me for whatever reason, so i retret into a game world. At least in that world I am appreciated! When you save the Galaxy in a game world, you are rewared for your efforts. Not so for me in the real world. I might try to get Tinder, or Plenty of Fish, or Bumble and find myself another GF. I don't know what happened to the Repairman of our Complex. We had a verbal arguement not to long ago, and I told Management. Maybe he got fired I dunno. I doubt it. It just seems that everybody else can getaway with Bloody Murder but me? If I where to have my shoes untied...BOOM! Fired. At least I have my Part-time Gig in Maxim Healthcare. They are giving me alot of hours! I think the reason I have lasted 7 years at Maxim Healthcare is that I have no co-workers that will get jealous of my outstanding job and make up an excuse to fire me. OH WELL!!! TILL NEXT TIME!!!!

Hi All! This is my second post after a long hiatus...so here goes! Alot has happened this week. I had alot of hours from my Part-time Job as a Care-Giver, Maxim must really like me as a Worker. They should as I am always on time and do my shifts! I am still wondering what is going on between me and the repairman of my Apartment Complex. He obviously has some issues and wants to take it out on me. I was stressing so bad that I got into an arguement with my Part-time girlfriend (Don't ask...) and she nearly broke up with me. We made up later and we might go out to eat tommorow so that is good. =D! Again there is something about me that makes people not like me too much...I dunno what it is yet. I get hate and jealously from all angles in my life and I really don't make alot of money or have a High-Profile life to garner such hate. Makes me think that people nowadays, especially post Pandemic have alot of issues. Or maybe its just life in California... The jury is out on that one.

 Hi All!

I haven't posted here in a while so here it goes... =D!

A lot has happened to me since my last post, but I won't tell you everything just what has happened since last week. I had an argument with the repairman the other day because he wouldn't repair my thermostat. I get the feeling there is something about me that other people either:

1. Don't like

2. Or are jealous of

I don't really know which it is. I really don't have much in this world, so I don't know what they could be jealous of. I have been talking to my therapist lately and she said to jot down my thoughts, which is what I am doing right now.

The most recent thing that happened to me was that I got fired from Universal Healthcare. They say that they always fire people around that time and I was just unlucky. I don't believe that for a second! Like I said above there is something about me that people either:

1. Don't like

2. Or are jealous of

And because of this trait that I have I was 1st in line to be fired. Since I graduated from U.E.I. College 7 years ago no employer wants to keep me long term. It seems employers want to hire me IMMEDIATELY but they never want to keep me. I don't understand this at all?!

Every time I get a job I put in 110% effort only to be fired 4 or 7 months down the road for no reason or a B.S. reason like my job at Universal Healthcare. I am starting to get very frustrated. I still have Unemployment and my Part-time job so it is ok...I guess. But I spend almost 40 grand going to school for Medical Assisting and can never find a home in it!

I am developing an Animosity towards people who just seem to do their job half-assed at work and get to keep it while I work hard and do a good job only to be fired or hated.

Right now I will just play some games and beat Sekiro...At least in a game hard work is rewarded...in real life hard work gets you fired!