Saturday, November 25, 2023

Hello People! Happy Thanksgiving. It was not a particularly good Thanksgiving for me, although the 4 days off were good. My family did not call me or acknowledge my existence. I am alone in this world, and it scares me. You never think that developing your mind and becoming intelligent will make you hated by your family due to jealousy, but it does. You are always taught to "Read Books!" or to "Develop Your Mind!" in school and how you will reap the benefits later, but there is also a downside. Hating and jealousy, from your family, from your town and in general being isolated trying to live. Also, Bosses and Co-workers will be jealous and since California and most of the United States is an "At-Will" employment. They will fire you for no reason, or a B.S. reason that they never tell you about. It is to the point you wish you were dumb like everybody else or at least where on everybody’s wavelength so at least you are not tackling life by yourself but sadly that is the MAJOR disadvantage to reading and developing your mind...other people. On the plus side I got transferred from Corporate Office at Omni to Mall View Office. I like it better. I get along a lot better with one Co-worker (Count it! JUST ONE!). She seems not to have a big Ego so she does not mind that a new hire such as myself learns fast, gets more done, and can do a lot of stuff that a 5-year veteran can do without experience, I wonder how long she will tolerate this? She might not and complain about me that I did something that I never did and BOOM! Fired! I am already isolated at my job for 8 hours the whole time. Nobody likes talking to me and if do talk to me, it is like they do it so I cannot say to the boss that nobody does kind of thing, and not because they like talking to me. It is a hard and sad life when you are viewed as more intelligent than others...even though you think you are not. =(

Saturday, November 18, 2023

Hello all! I had a good week, my isolation has not really hit me this week, which is good as really being this isolated would make anyone an alcoholic. I am that tough! I am moving my office to the Mall View Location from Corporate at my job, but I forgot to take my stuff with me. LOL! I will have to get it on Monday, somehow. I will ask Julissa if I can swing by Corporate to get my stuff, which reminds me I will need Ziploc bags for my thumbtacks and other stuff as it is a little sharp. I just barely got done with my Saturday tasks of maintaining my electronic devices, my laptop and PC and of course light cleaning of my apartment. What most people need to realize is that a Laptop and a Gaming Pc require at least a few hours a week to maintain in tiptop shape! You need to make a Maintenance list like I do and go through it. It usually takes me about 6 hours to go through my weekly maintenance tasks and about 11 hours to go through my Monthly Maintenance tasks both include my apartment, it keeps this single man with no kids busy. Just earlier, I did my recycling. I got a few bucks for it. I usually on average get about $12.54 a month on recycling. that may not sound like a lot, but every little bit helps! Especially if you live on minimum wage like I do or close to it. When I got back from recycling, I saw my repairperson, the one that wanted to get me evicted. That kind of got my anxiety going up but I ignored him, went inside my apartment, and locked the door. I seriously doubt he has the power to evict me. Especially since I do not cause trouble and have been paying my rent on time every month for 3 years. Thanksgiving is coming up and my family hates me. I try not to think about it much, I will buy a hard drive that I will connect to my router on Black Friday and an XBOX Series: X controller for my laptop. My laptop controller is literally...LITERALLY worn out! Well, Till next time! MAHALLO!

Saturday, November 11, 2023

Well...time for my weekly post! I just finished another week of work and there are already three people at my job that I am quite sure do not like me. I can tell because they ignore me in the office and at lunch, they pretend I do not exist. I am not too sure on a fourth person. He talks to me a lot, but I am beginning to think he also has a quiet animosity towards me, and I did nothing or said nothing wrong to these people! Their boss too keeps telling me not to "lighten my workload" even though I am signing up the most patients BY FAR or any ECM Coordinator she tells me to not do as much. The way I see it sometimes the boss tells you things that you should not follow. I mean why follow a command from the boss to be a little lazier??!! What boss gives their worker under them to work less? I mean I like my boss, but I am sorry I give the job the MAXIMUM AMOUNT of effort! Forgive me if my max is ten times more than everyone else’s. Again, the hate and jealousy a Chosen One receives at the workplace! And it would not matter if I talked to them either, because I have tried and they either ignore me, or give me the cold shoulder. I would not be surprised if I get fired at this job for no reason, or a reason about some B.S. that I did not do. Well anyway, it is Thanksgiving! And my family does not care about me. In their minds I am "Perfect" and deserve to be hated and ignored. I have not talked to them in over a year. My mother said she will give me inheritance when she dies, like I said before, I doubt it! I am not counting on it! She is the same "Mother" that forged my signature to get a $40,000 Condo for my brother to party in as "Payment" for making him an alcoholic (and my brother Paul STILL HATES ME!). This is the same "Mother" that stole $10,000 form me never telling me and doing God knows what with it. I am seriously considering filing a Restraining order om my family and just going Alone as a Taylor Swift says, "You're on your own kid, you always have been!".... MAHALLO!!!

Saturday, November 4, 2023

Hi People! Fellow Nerds! Just checking in! I am starting to think I am getting animosity from my Co-Workers at Omni Family Health. If you have any kind of work experience at all you will know that a lot of people at jobs think they are better because they work and do a lot of things, like grow up on a farm etc. etc. Now I let slip that I come from a rich family. Both my mother and Dad where Doctors. Now those of you who think that being the Son of Doctors is an easy life, think again. Sometimes you are the Scapegoat in that rich family and TRUST ME it is a painful existence. Anyway, a lot of my co-workers have this ego that since they are country and have a lot of years in the workforce, they are better, then they see me work ten times harder than them and do an outstanding job and immediately the hate and jealousy begin! I am about 60% sure I will not last long at Omni. The way I see it, if I can save enough cash in Savings, I am happy! Someone like me is just never going to hang onto a job or be able to have friends because like I have said in previous posts, I have a Saint-like Aura that 99% of people (Except other Chosen Ones) can stand. I have never fit in in grade school, high school, or College, and Adulthood, and I doubt anything is different here at Omni Family Health. I am quite sure they are building a case against me as we speak to get rid of me = (! But that is the path...that is what walking the line means. When you walk that thin line, you will not fit in and nobody will be in your corner, not even your family. In one of the business groups chats the other day at work I merely mentioned something about how my bills are too high and how I would like to marry a sugar Momma or "Rob a Bank". And the boss immediately authored an e-mail to me about how "Unprofessional" I am in that group chat. In that same group chat, my other co-workers were talking about buying and selling tamales which not only is Unprofessional in my book but also a Conflict of Interest. It is much more serious to me to be using the Business chats for your side hustle! that to me is a write up! But again, I cannot complain because I will be the one to blame and I will be fired! At this point I am just waiting for that call on my Desk phone to talk to the Boss about something I never did, and I am fired! I understand now that my Saintly Aura is something a lot of people cannot manage.... I have come to Accept it. GOOD PEOPLE SUFFER IN THIS WORLD!!