Hello all! I had a good week at work this week. Our system went down, and we spent the week doing minimal work. In other words, whichever patients came in, we took care of them. In Healthcare nowadays, everything is on a Network and when that goes down, the whole Clinic is disabled or in my case the Whole Medical Company is disabled. They said it was a Cyberattack, meaning people were trying to hack into the system to steal patient identities. One time I checked, and I was on the system!!! So, it unnerved me. Not to worry though, I have LifeLock, and it has never failed me before. Other than that, I had a Conference with one of the Supervisors and I explained my situation and she understood where I come from. I got treated better by my co-workers after I told the boss in the Conference that Healthcare is "My Calling". My co-worker that has an office just two doors down from me gave me some snacks a few times during the week. So, they are warming up to me. Hopefully, this needless competition is over, and I can go to work and not feel like everybody is out to get me. Honestly, I am not trying to make people look bad. I just believe in healthcare and taking care of people! At least I have a good relationship with the Security Guard, she also gave me some snacks. I am getting fat and need to work out HARDER IN THE GYM. =D!

Hello People!!! It has been a week since I last posted! I had a conference with my other Superior. She is getting concerned that my workload is too high. Trying to make it seem like I am to blame for the targeting at work. I just told her that I get a lot of hate from co-workers at jobs because I work harder than others. Also, my little incident with Berenice was all her fault! She should not expect me to type perfectly on a chat! Alot of people do not type perfectly on a chat. In fact, NOBODY types perfectly on a chat, so I do not know what the problem is. As I keep mentioning in my posts, it is probably because I am the Chosen One. Someone that is a Saint, and my anointing intimidates other co-workers who are not as Saintly. During my awakening as a Chosen, I found out quickly that most people are bad or have worse character than me. It is one of the reasons I gravitate to older people or have a good relationship with older men and women. Because of this level of maturity, I cannot have a good relationship with people my age or younger or even a little older. The problems of Chosen are that they look so young yet act and talk a lot older than they look. So, people do not know how to manage them. Most people I work with assume that I have never been outside at all, that is why I have the character that I have but no... I AM A CHOSEN! That is why! MAHALLO!!!

Hi all! I had an ok week at work this week. I still get this feeling that nobody really likes me at work, most especially my Boss. There is this hidden competition going on with me and this other young guy in his 20's at work. Since I am new, I am viewed as the enemy. My boss has a thing for him, but since I am doing better than her love interest, she defends him by making me look bad or rewarding me with a disciplinary meeting when I am the most productive ECM Coordinator. It is sad really. It is like nobody really gets through High School! Perpetual 9th graders I swear. The only ones that succeed are the "Cool kids" and if you are not cool, you are out of luck. It does not matter how good a person you are or anything, you are not one of the "In Crowd" so everybody hates you. It makes me feel bad because I am really trying at this job! Although even if I lose this job, I can survive on Food stamps and Unemployment easily since I have such a low-cost life, but that is not a good consultation for my good effort at work. I do not deserve to be fired just because I am not cool! Whatever that means. When I walked into the meeting on Thursday that young guy looked at me with a look like "Oh yeah you want to beat me?" and I looked down sad. I just wanted to be his friend and now he is my enemy. I hate people...I hate people...I hate people! I am a saint! Sad