Dear All, I have been doing well lately although being a ‘Chosen One” isn’t exactly a cakewalk LOL! I spoke with someone at Planet Fitness who mentioned they used to stream on Twitch, had 500 followers, and was an affiliate. I suspected he was making it all up, but I played along. He didn’t seem like the type that was technically inclined enough to do Twitch. He also said that my being a gamer has made me, and I quote “Anti-Social” I just agreed with him as I didn’t want to make a fuss although in my head I was saying “People assume as a gamer that I have never been anywhere, OK? They only want to know me to betray me. That’s why I don’t talk to people”. It is very frustrating when people treat me this way. I don’t know why they do it too. I don’t know why they do it too. They have a fake conversation with me and pretend to be well-versed in something only to have an ulterior motive. I will make sure not to talk to that guy again. He seemed like a man with kids which is why I doubted that he even does twitch. Like I said he probably just wanted to make up a story. People are so fake nowadays I swear and when you are not fake like I am you tend to be isolated as nobody wants to be exposed as the faker that they are. I also had an interview today with Aimes Supportive Services. I hope it went well. I kind of think that I went off on tangents in the interview and didn’t focus on his questions. I hope they view me as a qualified worker. I went to the doctor today. My blood test results were excellent, but I'm low on some medication levels. I am glad I am low on it because those meds just seem to slow me down and I don’t like them to be honest. If I could just stop taking them ever again, I would be a lot happier but if I do that I will be chained to a bed, and it will be injected into me. It's my doctor’s mother's legacy for me to be medicated till I die so that she is #1 in intelligence. My mother just cannot accept that her son is smarter than her. She just must be the best at everything otherwise she will use her doctor’s credentials and put you on medication and zonk you out then when you are zonked out you can’t think, and she becomes the intelligent one. It's sad and pathetic to be a narcissist like my mother. She must win everything effortlessly, or she'll remove you from the family, as she did to me. I doubt I will see my mother again ever. She competes with me instead of loving me like a mother should love her son. I am always the enemy. A rich and powerful person like my mother competing with a minimum-wage worker is laughably sad and pathetic. Until next time. Mahalo!