HIYA People!!! I had an eventful week this week! I have been playing XCOM2: War of the Chosen a lot lately, and while I play, I keep thinking about my mother and how she treats me. I am beginning to think she sees me as her grandpa who was a womanizer, or she sees me as my dad who may have treated her badly so now, she takes it out on me. My brother too has a lot of frustrations in life, and he also takes it out on me, but because I seem too tough for them to destroy and when my dad was alive, he too joined in, they have just abandoned me here in Bakersfield. My family invited me to Thanksgiving, and I said to myself, should I go? Or should I work and earn holiday pay? I mean why be around jealous people for the holidays who really don't love you anyway right? When you can get some much-needed dough? I mean as it stands now my mother has properly extorted the whole family against me with inheritance to go against me so I mean why endure a Thanksgiving where everybody hates you when you can earn dough that you might need since you are exempt from inheritance? I need the money so I will not be going to Thanksgiving or be attending any Holidays with my family. They have done nothing for me, and I don't know any of them so why see jealous people? There is a song I forget which one it is that has a line in it that says, "I don't be around jealous hateful people". Which is good advice in my book even if it’s your immediate family. I look back at my childhood and my history with my family and I realize I have no relationship with any of them...AT ALL! It is amazing that someone as isolated as me grew up so normal! I mean I really should have been in some Asian gang by now or dead by suicide with all the psychological abuse I endured plus the zero relationship with my family that I have. I mean I did not have a chance in hell to survive add that my mother and father are doctors, and they can make up any "Mental Illness" I have, and everybody will believe them. I should have been dead by now, either by suicide or insane in a psych ward probably locked up for life in there like my Uncle who also was destroyed by his parents, but like I said his parents where not rich and powerful doctors that have all kinds of money and clout to say that he has some fake mental illness to destroy him. It is a testament to my resilience and fortitude, as well as my determination to not be destroyed by rich and powerful people that I am so normal. When you are Chosen, Dark Forces align against you...all your life! MAHALLO!