Hello People!!! I had a good week this week. I am getting a lot of hours at my job, and I should have a good check this coming December 6th, 2024. I will buy something I don’t know. I might get an Alienware Laptop on sale on eBay. I was thinking about it...we'll see! As far as my Chosen One problem so far, it’s been the same. People have this underlying hostility towards me for no reason. Like for example today it just seems like the med passer I was working with did not want to talk to me. The whole shift she never really said anything to me...AT ALL!!! Also, an old co-worker came to visit, and he looked good for his age and was recognized for it and was given credit for taking vitamins. He is 57 years old. I am 50 years old and look like I can start for an NFL team as a Free Safety, and I never get that recognition...AT ALL!!! It’s the plight of the Chosen! We will never get recognition for our accomplishments, and we will never get noticed! It’s like the world has an automatic ignore button and it’s always pressed when The Chosen are in the room! Nobody has ever given me recognition for looking 25 at 50...not only that but HIGHLY ATHELTIC which is a SERIOUS ACCOMPLISHMENT in Bakersfield because to achieve this, you must abstain from all substances which takes a lot out of you and is quite tortuous, yet nobody gives us credit! I keep thinking about when I told my co-workers at Columbia that I am gaining weight, and they all just laughed and said to "Join them in fatness". No credit for staying in shape all this time while working at California Mentor or anything. As a Chosen you feel like you go through life by yourself! No one even noticing you even exist or displace the air...it’s sad. It’s to the point now where I just don't want to go out because I have zero self-image and self-esteem...but I must trudge on...I have no choice bills need to be paid regardless of if anybody recognizes my good works or not. They never will TILL NEXT TIME! MAHALLO!