Saturday, October 14, 2023

Well Howdy!! I got another week of work out of the way, and I am getting the hang of my job so far! Which is good news! I was worried that I might have angered a few of my co-workers after my little tussle with one of them. I am thinking the girl I got into a verbal altercation with was just immature and just wanted to cause trouble. She was probably just mad that she had to train me. I am not getting my hopes up though, as I have had jobs like this before where I felt like I would last long, and then I end up being fired for stupid reasons. Like I keep saying, I could be a Chosen One and that is why I have issues with people. I don't want to toot my own horn or anything, but I could be too good for people to stand! I have realized that in order to fit in with people it is good to be a good person, but not a saint, because it annoys people. Most people are not that good and like to at least win at some things with you, and if you are percieved as winning at everything, they will try to avoid you or never acknowledge your existence. Which is the case for me. I have learned a hard lesson about this world. Extremes are always frowned upon. If you are extremely bad people will not like you, and by the same token if you are extremely good people will not like you either! I wish I had come to this conclusion in 8th grade, it would have saved me alot of hearteache and pain at the hands of family, friends, and people in general. I am progressing quite well at my job though! I feel like I am getting the hang of it, and on Monday I get to do a home presentation for Enhanced Care Management, which I am kind of excited about, and apprehensive at the same time! I will also do a shift with Brooke Beaumont tommorow on Sunday and make a few bucks on the side. I had a big meal at Just Wing it Yesterday and had a "Boss Hog" Burger and it would be good to make a little money to compensate...till next time! MAHALLO!!

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