Hey there people! Just got home from playing videogames at Starbucks, my favorite pastime!! I swear! I could sit there for like 8 hours. HEHE! I went home though to do my Social Media posts, like anybody reads it. LOL! It is more for me to get my thoughts down than anything. I have been thinking about how my family treats me lately and have gotten some bouts of anger! It is sad that a family can be torn apart due to petty things that should not even matter. That whole saying that blood is thicker than water is a total FASLEHOOD! In fact, the WORST enemy you will ever have will come from your own house most of the time. It is only natural! They have lived with you all their lives and yours and they know how to hurt you...or love you...and if someone is given the power to hurt someone...they will! My Mother, and brother, Niece and Nephew are jealous of me because I possess traits and qualities they do not have, and instead of learning how to be like me, they would rather hurt me. Their egos are too big to ask me how I do it. Most especially my mother! She grew up in the 1950s and in her mind, it still is 1950! And if you disagree...she will yell in your face till you say it is. To my mother everything she does not know that I know (AND THERE IS ALOT) is DEVIL Worship! She thinks I am "Defying the Bible" with the way I am, and since she is filthy rich, none of my family want to go against her because they want to be in the will! They do not care if I die or get isolated...if my mother sees them as loyal to her and she puts them in the will and its PAYDAY when she dies. Since I am the target of my mother’s Narcissism (The Scapegoat), I am about 90% sure I will never be in her will. She said I will be, but my mother is a good liar, and she hates me on the down low, so I am not counting on inheritance. One indicator is that when she sold our house here in Bakersfield, she did not give me a dime. I am afraid of my future. Am I going to work myself to death? Am I going to be homeless in my old age? I do not know! Critical issues for me. My psychiatrist said that old people are well taken care of, and her saying that kind of reassured me. But even then, I am going to work to have savings and investments, and workout to stay healthy. I got to live with the mindset, that I am alone in this world...SAD! Pray for me!