Hello everybody! I missed my posting day. It was supposed to be Saturday, meaning yesterday. OH WELL! I will make up for it. I do not think the people at my work as an ECM Coordinator really like me. I was just cracking a joke with my co-worker and the next time I had an e-mail conversation with her, she told the boss on me for no reason! I am beginning to think that since I work with a bunch of women, they cannot believe there is a guy like me that kept his character intact, even though I talk like a 50-year-old. I look twenty-three so I am guessing they think I am inexperienced, yet when they get into it with me, I defend myself like A VETERAN OF LIFE! In a way they fear me, scared of my potential. Most guys by the time they are fifty, they have done so many terrible things that they no longer can follow the right way, or no longer respect women at all. So, these girls at my work, think I am inexperienced either with women or Life or job or all three, but I keep acting like a 50-year-old and they are jealous, and at the same time cannot believe it! It is exceedingly rare to find a guy like me in Bakersfield. Most guys in Bakersfield either destroy their character drinking, with women (like my brother) or in gangs and by the time they are fifty, they have a lot of regrets and have developed a lot of psychoses to where they can no longer work. I get looked at a lot by them. They try not to let me notice, but they do. I remember a delivery guy walked by in the hall about ten feet away from me, and he stared at me. I felt the stare and looked his way, and he quickly looked away. Then there was this other time that I was talking on the phone with a patient, and I said that I used to have friends a lot of years ago and parties and the girl who was working like ten feet away stared at my backside. I felt the stare and looked at her. She got startled and looked back at her desk. I have been looking at a lot of "Chosen One" videos on YouTube and I am beginning to think that that is what I am a Chosen One. Which is someone that does the right thing all the time and it infuriates people because they wish they could do it but do not have the strength of character to do it. I hope God grants me the mental strength to go to work and take the verbal games they play as well as being stared at like a freak. Being treated this way makes you feel like you are weird or stand out in an odd way. Chosen Ones DO stand out but for the right reasons... I do not think I will last long at OMNI Family Health MAHALLO!!!! =(