Hi People! I just got fired at my job and I am sad. Dunno why people do not like me?! I am a genuinely nice person, makes me feel bad, like somehow, I am doing something unconsciously that makes people hate me. Like I have some character flaw that I do not realize I have. Like I said, being a Chosen is a hard life and people really should not hate me for it. When you are Chosen aka or have a Saintly character, you get equal parts good and equal parts bad so there really is not any reason to hate. Life would not exist without balance, and nobody has it all, and nobody has nothing. I think a lot of people do not see the positives in their life and see me all happy and think that somehow my happiness means I get everything, when I am simply happy to be alive, that is all! I have lived in the Philippines and seen people who happily shit in a bucket all their lives and are not homeless that is their "Family toilet" they take a shower with a bucket and a big barrel of water. Life in America really is not particularly bad for the poor here. The poorest apartment available would be a luxury apartment for anybody in a 3rd world country, which is why I am happy...simply happy to have a beating heart. It is so true that being positive, all things being equal, can make you the most hated person in the group, to the point that you will be fired. Is it my fault you can't control your appetite? or your drinking? Is it my fault you do not like to work, and I do? To me it is just cardio for your body and mind but what do I know right? I am just a child that has had an 8-year meaningful relationship with a woman he showed love to. I am not "Grown" and negative like they are. I hate people!!!