Saturday, March 30, 2024

Hi People! I just got back from L.A. doing a shift with my client Brooke Beaumont. I am thinking of either doing Caregiving on my own or moving to L.A. or both. Dunno?? It might fix my problem of not lasting at jobs. I am just too smart for Bakersfield. Dunno?? I am thinking I might run into the same problem over there in L.A. not lasting at jobs, being verbally assaulted then all the blame put on me. Again, I would like to say that I might be a "Chosen" and if that is the case, then people are either really going to like me or really going to hate me, it is either one or the other. I illicit extreme feelings in people for me. All because I do the right thing all the time. At least my client Brooke Beaumont likes me, but that is just one person, and unfortunately, I must deal with more than one person in the world LOL! I still feel bad about losing my job at Omni Family Health, but then again maybe all those people there were bad or did not like the fact that I was that good aka "A Saint". I have learned the hard way that nobody likes a Saint, they will never tell you this, but nobody does or at least nobody likes them at a job. I might have another client to do Caregiving with, but that might not pan out. People need to see things from my point of view! I am too good for a woman, too good to have kids. As a man that is devasting to not be able to be a father. I had to come to terms with this and it still bugs me to this day. You grow up thinking you will be just like your parents have a nice house a wife 2 kids and a dog then you realize later that only a certain type of person achieves the American Dream nowadays!

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