I have been feeling quite strange lately and my state of conciousness has been out of whack. I don't know what's going on. I have been lying on my bed thinking that something, or someone is out to get me and it scares me. I have tried some meditation and calming techniques, such as verbalizing my thoughts. Although I kinda verbalize a little too loud and I think I disturb the Neighbors...I dunno. I lost like 5 pounds just lying on my bed wondering what is happening to me. I was drifting in and out of reality almost. It was weird. Today I think I am pulling out of it. I ate alot of carbs, which is good for energy and did a few things on the computer. Such as this blog =D! I still feel I am not fully out of this fuge state I am in, but I am pulling through. I watched alot of vidoes about "The Chosen One" and that there are spiritual battles going on and how this is the Age of Aquarius. It is very scary stuff! It also made me think that maybe I was in a spiritual battle (Praise the Lord He got me through). Anyways I had my E.D.D. Phone yesterday and I answered the questions they asked to the best of my ability. Hopeuflly I will get Unemployment to help pay rent.