What up, weirdo nerds!!! Another week, another blog post from the Uber-nerd of Bakersfield. I started work at my 2nd job this week, and it seems okay. I still get this sense of hostility from my co-workers at my 1st job, and a lot of hostility from my co-workers at my 2nd job. That is the plight of a “Chosen One”—you are hated for no reason. In my 2nd job, I watch 7th and 8th graders as well as 1st graders in after-school programs, and I think the kids were hazing me a little because they gave me a hard time during the shifts I had with them, but it's ok; I am used to that type of treatment from people. As a “Chosen One,” you are always in a perpetual hazing by people. People seem to want to constantly test you, yet never get to know you, because it would expose the type of person or people they are compared to you. In my first job, I have an ally in Takishia Sellers. She is an older woman and religious, and she likes me as a worker. Which is good because, as a “Chosen One,” we don’t get too many people rooting for us. Most people on the down-low want to see us messed up on drugs and homeless, but that is the life of a “Chosen One.” People on the down-low hate us to the point that they would love to have a front-row seat to see our downfall. It’s like my relationship with my family. During my upbringing, it was known by others that I was considered "Chosen," but this information was not communicated to me. They would always downplay my accomplishments and pretend I didn’t exist. They would overlook me intentionally, so I would never reach my full potential, and as a Chosen One, the only people who will really show you love and attention are strangers who aren’t related to you, because as society progresses, most families nowadays are united in competition and not love. Because of this, in most families, if you are “chosen,” you are the enemy, and you will never be given any advantages. As a matter of fact, most everybody in your family will compete with you in “The Game of Life” to see how you will turn out years later with no guidance or help from your mother and father, but God would not allow someone such as me to fall by the wayside, a God-fearing man, so he will send strangers to help a chosen one because his own family will betray him and leave him for dead. In the first "God of War" game, Kratos is abandoned by the gods and takes his own life. Yet Kratos is saved and keeps living on in the “God of War” game series; that is how a male “Chosen One” lives. He or she will just have to hold onto faith that God will help at the right time. As it stands now, I am alone in life. My family has moved somewhere that I don’t know where and has made up some backstory about me. Like, for example, I turned into a male prostitute and died a drug addict. Since they moved to another state, they can make up any story they want and pretend that I am dead. But this “chosen one” lives. Anyway… Till next time. MAHALO!