Hi all! I had an ok week at work this week. I still get this feeling that nobody really likes me at work, most especially my Boss. There is this hidden competition going on with me and this other young guy in his 20's at work. Since I am new, I am viewed as the enemy. My boss has a thing for him, but since I am doing better than her love interest, she defends him by making me look bad or rewarding me with a disciplinary meeting when I am the most productive ECM Coordinator. It is sad really. It is like nobody really gets through High School! Perpetual 9th graders I swear. The only ones that succeed are the "Cool kids" and if you are not cool, you are out of luck. It does not matter how good a person you are or anything, you are not one of the "In Crowd" so everybody hates you. It makes me feel bad because I am really trying at this job! Although even if I lose this job, I can survive on Food stamps and Unemployment easily since I have such a low-cost life, but that is not a good consultation for my good effort at work. I do not deserve to be fired just because I am not cool! Whatever that means. When I walked into the meeting on Thursday that young guy looked at me with a look like "Oh yeah you want to beat me?" and I looked down sad. I just wanted to be his friend and now he is my enemy. I hate people...I hate people...I hate people! I am a saint! Sad