Hi Everybody! LOL! I kinda missed my Post date of every Thursday of the week, so I am trying to make up for it. I started my job as an ECM Coordinator for Omni Family Health this week. Monday the 18th 2023 was Orientation, nobody sat next to me. I just don't understand why people are repelled by me =(! I feel bad about it, like I give off the wrong impression right off the bat! I dunno! At least I am working right! Gotta support my Gaming Habit somehow and keep a roof over my head. My Job is going well so far, but then again I have only been at it for 2 days. You never know, the people at my job might be crazy, masquerading as normal well adjusted people, which are the TRUE crazy people in this world in my opinion. I can't wait to get paid! I will be making good money, my 2nd best income in my 25 year work history! Which is good. I am really just happy not to go stirr crazy in my apartment. Again nobody likes to talk to me or befriend me. I am beginning to think it is buecase of a vibe I give off or something or maybe a bad first impression. I try to make up for it by looking friendly and nice and looking as presentable as possible but even after all my efforts nobody still likes to talk to me. My only friends are my Playstation 5 and my XBOX Series X. I get lonely alot! Even my own family doesn't like me, they even go sa far as to hate me even. Like I said, it makes me sad. It's a good thing I have therapy every month otherwise I would just explode! I like my therapist this time around she seems more caring than others and gives good advice. She seems to listen more than my last one. I think my last therapist would just lie to me just to make me feel better. I know he is lying...I can tell! Maybe that is why people stay away from me, because it is unlikely they can pull a fast one on me. I guess thats a good reason to be a loner... RIGHT?