Hello People!! Today is the day I do it! I get rid of this scar on my right wrist. This is a closing of an important chapter in my life. A closing of a Chapter for Good! I will no longer be reminded of how my family mistreated me in our house here in Bakersfield for 34 years! My Dad, my Mother and the rest of my family simply do not like me, or love me. Sometimes when you are born into hate, you don't realize you are being talked to in a negative manner, you don't realize nobody loves you, becuase its all you know! If it wasn't for my Mother insisting that I find a girl, I would probably be in a psych ward by now as a 40 year old Virgin with -10,000 Self-Esteem. The only reason my Mother insisted that I find a girl is because as a Narcissist, she thinks she knows everything! She thinks I would be incapable of finding one all by myself because she thinks I am stupid and would be destroyed mentally by her insistance. What she did, and what all Narcissists do was underestimate this Empath. I found a girl!, or rather she found me. She must've noticed how I was mistreated by my family at one of my Psychotherapy Sessions, thought I was cute and got my number from my record. I had an 8 year relationship with her and it was Life-changing. Sometimes, if you are born into it, born into a loveless childhood, born into hate, you don't realize you where never loved by your family and it takes a stranger with no bais against you to show you what love is, not only how your family is treating you, how your family talks to you, but to love you. In my life, I have only had 8 years of somebody loving me, AND LOOK WHAT I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED!!! To this day my ex-gf thinks she did nothing for me but really all she had to do was love me. Add the fact that she is a highly successfull Accountant and does she have to teach a class? No right? I am not as stupid my Mother thinks I am. I am around my ex-girlfriend 24/7! I see how she is? She gets up early in the morning, has a ROTH IRA...etc..etc.. Thats all anyone needs to succeed. The influence of someone highly succesfull....RIGHT?