Hi All!

I haven't posted here in a while so here it goes... =D!

A lot has happened to me since my last post, but I won't tell you everything just what has happened since last week. I had an argument with the repairman the other day because he wouldn't repair my thermostat. I get the feeling there is something about me that other people either:

1. Don't like

2. Or are jealous of

I don't really know which it is. I really don't have much in this world, so I don't know what they could be jealous of. I have been talking to my therapist lately and she said to jot down my thoughts, which is what I am doing right now.

The most recent thing that happened to me was that I got fired from Universal Healthcare. They say that they always fire people around that time and I was just unlucky. I don't believe that for a second! Like I said above there is something about me that people either:

1. Don't like

2. Or are jealous of

And because of this trait that I have I was 1st in line to be fired. Since I graduated from U.E.I. College 7 years ago no employer wants to keep me long term. It seems employers want to hire me IMMEDIATELY but they never want to keep me. I don't understand this at all?!

Every time I get a job I put in 110% effort only to be fired 4 or 7 months down the road for no reason or a B.S. reason like my job at Universal Healthcare. I am starting to get very frustrated. I still have Unemployment and my Part-time job so it is ok...I guess. But I spend almost 40 grand going to school for Medical Assisting and can never find a home in it!

I am developing an Animosity towards people who just seem to do their job half-assed at work and get to keep it while I work hard and do a good job only to be fired or hated.

Right now I will just play some games and beat Sekiro...At least in a game hard work is rewarded...in real life hard work gets you fired!