Hello People!!! Yet another week! I am doing quite well this week. I still feel ignored by people like people intentionally try to ignore me in the room. This usually means you are the elephant in the room. As much as people try to ignore me, I can feel that they are staring at me too! Ahh, the life of a Chosen! We have such a great inner world that everybody wants in on it! Add our belief in God and nobody can ignore us! LOLOL! Anyways, I am doing quite well at my job although I still think I will eventually be fired for a stupid reason. People can't stand to work with me. My light irritates their demons, and they must fire me! We had a meeting yesterday at my Group Home. Again, during the meeting, people were looking at me. It could be just me, but I felt like during our Monthly meeting everybody was staring. I also get these mixed signals from people like they don't know what to make of me and I felt this during the meeting. Anyways yesterday was Payday and I had an average check. Not too much overtime this time. I hope to get a Crisis Call again that way I can really get overtime, but I doubt that will happen anytime soon. I can tell people are paying attention to me because every time I talk or say something in the meeting everybody looks. It’s a weird feeling! Like people are waiting for me to lead them somewhere. I feel like a gatekeeper to...somewhere (Heaven?)! My co-workers seem lost and need me to guide them. I swear being a Chosen is an odd life. Everybody wants you to lead but your personality is that of a follower or of someone that just takes orders. I got my Abysswalker Statue that I ordered from Etsy.com! I spent 2 days trying to assemble it. It is a huge statue, and I love it! It’s from my game Dark Souls and I put it on display near the entrance to my bedroom. I don't think I will have too many more opportunities to shop as I am not getting the overtime that I used to. This must be what it feels like to be a veteran computer repair guy! People constantly staring at you because they think you think too much. Oh Well I can think of worse fates in life! MAHALLO!!

Hello...Hello!!! Yet another week of my life is done. I am getting older and older LOL! Not much has happened to me this week. I got yelled at again by someone in public. I get this phenomenon where someone will yell at me for no reason. I get it at work at Starbucks, everywhere. My boss says it is because people are jealous of me. So, I guess I should take it as a compliment. I think to be honest, that sometimes people yell at me to gaslight me to do something to them so that I go to jail or that if I retaliate by yelling back, they will play innocent, and I will look bad. People are crazy, I guess! I explained to my co-workers that I manage my investments on my computer and they, including my boss, want me to bring my laptop to work to show them. I don’t know if I should. I get a lot of people that just want to use me for my talents and such and then never reciprocate and help me, so I am very wary. Although my co-workers at work seem like good people, looks can be deceiving. I will gauge them and see. I have had this happened before where people have wanted my help, and I help them only for them to stab me in the back and they laugh and run away with my assistance. Anyway, work is going well although I don't seem to be getting as much overtime as I used to get earlier in my tenure. It’s ok I kept my unemployment and if my salary dips below a certain amount, I will get unemployment to supplement my part time job. I have done that before and it works out simply fine. I just need to stop spending so much and as my dad would like to say, "Tighten my belt". Speaking of my dad and family I haven't heard from them in a while but make no mistake my situation with them has not changed. I still don't really have a good relationship with them, especially my mother. My family gets that I want nothing to do with them and that I will take my chances by myself. I just hope I still get inheritance when my mother dies. I am about 70 to 80 percent sure that due to my mother’s envy of me that when she dies, she will never give me inheritance. I know this because when she sold her million-dollar home she did not give me a dime and that she may have given some of the proceeds of the house sale to everybody else and not me, she just did not tell me just to make me look stupid. It depresses me that I have this type of adversarial relationship with my family and mother, but I must carry on and prepare to have no inheritance. I have already made investments in Nvidia a computer chip maker and Apple computers. Hopefully, these stocks will hit it big before I can no longer work. I try not to think about my situation, but it is hard... till next time! MAHALLO!

Hello People! Fellow Nerds!!! LOL!!! I am quite happy now at my job, I have found a home from all this getting hired and fired. It is quite physically demanding to be a Caregiver at a Group Home, especially when the clients are all immobile. There is a lot of lifting. But I am Game! I like physical work. Keeps me in shape. I just hope I don't run into any more problems with co-workers at my job. I already had one run-in with the boss about a co-worker there. As a Chosen you should expect to irritate people’s feathers even if you don't do anything wrong. Your mere presence is enough to tick a lot of people off because of your good Aura. Unfortunately, in this changing world, having a good aura will be admired a lot and similarly it will be hated a lot. Equal parts of each. There are a lot of people nowadays with demons that they are harboring and as a Chosen you will irritate their demons. I already had an altercation with a co-worker at my job, but so far, no other altercations so maybe like I said I have found a home! I just got paid yesterday and it was a good check. I did a lot of Amazon Shopping. I deserve some goodies. Alot of what I bought is for the house and decorations and such...so a lot of it was needed. I go to work today at 3pm, I might bring my laptop to show my boss how I manage my stocks online. I am hesitant to show people my blessings because like I said as a Chosen you must be selective of who you help because they might just want to stab you in the back or be responsible for taking your mugshot. It is a sign of the times that an exceptionally good person such as me as to live this way, especially in the United States which right now are in a time of prosperity. But people have changed, they no longer want to be good even if it really isn’t that hard to do, they would rather do bad, which can be more difficult to do, and it makes people such as myself who like to do good very guarded and defensive of people. Oh Well welcome to the 21st Century!! MAHALLO!!!!

Hello everybody!!! I am doing quite well in my job right now and getting along with all my co-workers. I did get into it with one co-worker but that has been ironed out. I was also told that Sevita-California Mentor doesn't really fire anybody. So that is a relief!!! I hope that is true, because as a Chosen One I will get into disagreements with co-workers every now and then. I was taken off Crisis Watch duty from my job. They said they will go in another direction with my Crisis client. I am worried about him. I feel like as a 26-year-old man such as he is, to want to eat himself to death is just a travesty!!! Hopefully, my Crisis client Jacob finds his way. I will pray for him. So far, my life is going well. I am getting a lot of socialization from my job as there is a lot of hanging out in a Group Home job. I am stationed at Columbia House and again other than one co-worker I am getting along quite well. I was thinking of opening a CD at Ally Bank when I have enough money. Like $10,000.00 in Savings and I will. I will keep the idea in mind for later. I need to secure my future as I cannot rely on my family’s help. I really don't think my mother will give me an inheritance or will I get help from my family. My mother said she has a lot of investments in the Philippines, but I am not counting on it. She will use it as a tool to control me and I don't want to be controlled! Most Chosen ones don't want to be controlled either. I haven't been able to play videogames at Starbucks lately, been busy doing Crisis with Jacob and Deanna Garr. Since I don't have Crisis, I might go back to part-time work and have less of a Paycheck. It’s a good thing I didn't cancel my Unemployment as I can Supplement my income with working unemployment. I think it’s good that I am part-time, it gives me a chance to have a life outside of work. Till Next time... MAHALLO!!!