Sunday, December 31, 2023

Hi People! My week was a little better this week. My boss was not on me as much, and I did a shift with my Care-giving client and made a little money on the side. I am still unsure about my full-time job. I do not think I will last long at it. Again, something about me causes animosity towards other people and they, after a while, cannot stand me. Every job I have had I am not given any leeway not whatsoever to make mistakes and I am fired for the tiniest thing. I feel like why did they even hire me to begin with?? There must be some other reason I am always fired at jobs, and I am in hot water at this job. I seriously doubt it is because of poor work performance. People just tend to eventually not like me after a while, and I do not know why. It hurts me to think that no matter what I do I will be fired from all the jobs I get, but unfortunately, that is my plight. It just seems like people hate me. Kinda like how my family hates me too. I did not get a "Merry Christmas" or "Happy New Year" call from any of my family. It is like they just want to erase me from ever existing. I have this suspicion that at my job I am so good at it, that the other workers do not like it, then they proceed to try to get rid of me. At my job right now, it is like all the good I do is ignored and I have done a lot of good, and my boss just focuses on the bad. It could be my personality too. I have been told that because of my quiet demeanor I am an easy target to be yelled at or made the "Fall Guy". Or like I said in previous posts, I am a "Chosen" and this is how I get treated because of my intimidating "Good Aura" which irritates their demons so they would rather get rid of me at the job. I Dunno...I just work till I am fired.

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