What up, nerds!!! Time for yet another post from the Uber-Nerd of Bakersfield. LOL! I sold a laptop to my coworker Angel, and he agreed to payment installments, but he has not made his 2nd installment. Others sometimes have initial impressions of me that are not positive. I am beginning to think that Angel just didn't like me from the start and was only trying to take advantage of me with this agreement. I do have text messages where he agreed to pay, so hopefully, if he doesn’t pay, I can go to law enforcement or small claims court and see what happens. The hate for the “chosen one” is real, people. As a "chosen one," you must always be cautious, since even seemingly trustworthy people like Angel—a caregiver and married man—may not be reliable. I will call him today, and hopefully he will pay it, but if not, like I said, there is always law enforcement, or I can take him to court. I just don’t the hate for me?! Angel has way more than I do! He has a wife, a kid, and a $2,000-a-month apartment with a loft. He has a higher social status than I do, but it just seems like he hates me as a lowly minimum wage worker just trying to survive. I just can’t figure out all the hate for me??!! What is so great about my life that everybody wants it? Is it the fact that I am not lazy? Why is that a reason to hate someone? There are plenty of people who are not lazy, and they are not hated like I am. Like I said, the only thing I can think of is that people see my aura and my anointing, and they hate me for it, for no reason. They will never tell me about this aura that I have, but that is what it is. As a Chosen, I have an aura, a light that the people around me see, and it’s like they think I have a one-way ticket to heaven that they don’t have, so they hate. It’s sad because I really don’t have a good life like they think I do. As a “Chosen One,” you live life on hard mode, and people give you no breaks or assistance. The hate and jealousy people have of me just make me hate them so much because, like I said, most people have way more than I do at 51 years old. I hardly have anything, yet I can’t even go to Starbucks without trash talk from these heathens. Like, going to Starbucks and playing video games knowing you’re a failure as a man is some kind of great existence. I just hope Angel pays up, but I might have to call law enforcement on him. What do I have that makes me get this level of jealousy, Angel? WHAT??!! Please tell me because I really don’t know. It’s like all these people seem to be out to get me every freak in time I go outside, like I am the president, and it’s sad because, like I said, as a “Chosen One,” my life is 10 times harder. I hate people so much! Till next time… MAHALO!

Hey all!! Another post from the weirdest weirdo of Bakersfield. I had another week at work and again more hostility from my co-workers. This is going to be a never-ending thing for me as a “Chosen One,” no matter my social status, no matter how much I make, and no matter what car I drive. I will always be hated on. I will always have sex used as a weapon against me. I will often feel watched and studied when I go outside, which will lead to me being isolated by myself in my apartment with blocked windows to regain a sense of privacy and security. There are a lot of so-called “good people” out there that are fake good, but who do they pray to in private? Who do they give praise to in their private moments in their study or in their bedroom when nobody is there? You never know, right? I give praise to God no matter what, and people know this, but I have come to realize that most people, a good 99 percent of the human population, do not have the unshakable faith like I do, and that is what separates a “Chosen One” from the rest of humankind. The things a “Chosen One” takes in his or her life would really kill anybody else, and the sad part is most people around the “Chosen One” that are his enemies will psychologically attack a “Chosen One” to break him in order for him to commit suicide and die by his or her hand, and they can paint any picture they want that the “Chosen One,” meaning me, was just crazy and then committed suicide. It's sad how God's children are treated in this world. It's sad that the demonic people of the world don’t even have the guts to go up to a “Chosen One” and kill him. They also blame the “chosen one.” Because everything is the “Chosen One's” fault, and everything is the “Chosen One's” responsibility, and when he or she is working on getting it all done, 20 people with all the advantages will compete with the “Chosen One” doing that task just to break the “Chosen One's” confidence, but it never does because as a “Chosen One,” I live alone, and I am able to go to my apartment and isolate from people and destress, and then when I go out again, I can take their shit some more. I honestly don’t know how long I can take this type of abuse for, which is why it's good that I got a job as a Certified Medical Assistant at Kern Valley State Prison, making somewhere around 3 to 5 grand. With that job and my job as a group home worker, I will make about 5 grand a month at the very least. With that income, I can build a nest egg for myself for when the time comes that I will no longer be able to work and take demonic people’s bullshit. I am planning to work till I am 70 years old in order to get my full benefits and my full retirement, and I figure I will do Uber Eats or some gig work to supplement my income, and I will just live in a cheap apartment in Bakersfield, getting maybe services from a caregiver if needed, which I really think I won’t need because I am very healthy for a 51-year-old, and I am projected to be one of the healthiest retirees in Bakersfield, if not in America. I have to endure the abuse for now. Till next time! Mahalo!

What up, nerds!!! I just got home from work today, and I have a therapy appointment this coming 18th of September. It should be good. I am quite sure my therapist thinks I am batshit crazy. Especially since I am a man that is content without women. Because this is Bakersfield, and the only thing these people do is fuck constantly, and they cannot accept that in the 21st century there are many ways to be happy that have nothing to do with sex and relationships… and they are way more fulfilling! It's sad to see a whole town like this in the grips of lust, and honestly I don't care what they do, but for some odd reason they cannot seem to accept that I want no part of it. I am happy playing my video games and just beating difficult game after difficult game. I tried it with a modern-day woman. I had an 8-year relationship with her… And I still love her, but I will not get with anybody else except her again, and she will probably never lower her ego to ever come crawling back to me, so I am left to…happily beat game after game and earn a lot of money without having to spend it on a woman or kids! LOL! Add the fact that all these women constantly hit on me, and I am having the time of my life! But like I said, I will only get back with her again—that is it—and her ego is too big to crawl back to me, so that is it, done! Now I can move on! Why can't people accept this? Why can't my brother accept this? Why can't my mother accept this good decision that I made? I think it is because my mother and brother and the rest of this town just think that good is weak and bad is strong, but as you can see from me and my brother, he is living with all kinds of health issues, and I am not, so is it true that good is weak and bad is strong? No. This is why all these alien sightings are cropping up all over the world. It is because most people side with the devil for quick riches and don't think of the consequences. That is absolute weakness in my book, but if I were to iterate this concept to people, they would immediately dismiss me as gay and laugh in my face, so I keep quiet. Why is that gay, by the way? I hate people so much as a "Chosen One." They have treated me so badly over the years that I avoid most people and wish the world would go away! Anyways! Till next time! MAHALO!

What’s up, fellow nerds and weirdo wackos! It’s time for another post from the ultimate nerd of Bakersfield! Today at work, I sensed a lot of hostility from my coworkers; it felt like everyone was on edge. For instance, my client and one of my coworkers had a discussion that almost escalated into a fight. It’s a scary world we live in right now, where it seems like everyone is negative. I don’t quite understand why. Minimum wage in Bakersfield is at an all-time high; you can earn $20.00 an hour just flipping burgers at McDonald's! That’s comparable to what nurses made back in the 2000s. Yet, people seem ready to snap at each other. I watch a lot of YouTube, and it seems filled with negative videos where mostly men rant about how being single without kids and working a minimum-wage job is an awful life. I keep wondering why that would be the case. I mean, without kids to put through college, a spouse to constantly please, or other responsibilities, isn’t it easier just to take care of yourself? In my opinion, that’s the best life! But then there’s this YouTuber, Millennial Steam, who endlessly complains about his life. He’s always eating out and getting attention from women. To me, that sounds like a great life! He doesn’t have to worry about kids or a mortgage; instead, he seems to enjoy his time with a girl who probably likes him, while he buys whatever he wants for himself. People seem to like his channel—I do too, but only because I find it amusing to see how unhappy he truly is. The grass isn’t always greener on the other side, and deep down, he knows this. Anyway, I’m dealing with issues at work where my coworkers give me a hard time for no apparent reason. I think it’s because, as a “Chosen One,” I am naturally happy, and when you have happiness despite not having what others do, it can make some people resentful. I worry that I won’t last long at my job. It’s sad because I may have less than most people, but it seems like others dislike me for it. We live in troubling times, and many people thrive off negativity.