It's my 40th Birthday tommorow, by then I will no longer be a kid. I have done some reflection on my life and what I have accomplished. I will probably never have kids, I don't have a career to speak of like any other self respecting 40 year-old. I just got released from my job which I gave 110% to for $8.00 an hour. A job where I risk my life on a daily basis.
What has my life become? Bounce from paycheck to paycheck never getting ahead never owning a home. My one good accomplishment is that I have remained strong all throughout. I never drink or smoke or have done any self-medication. Even after having done so many jobs that I don't last at. When I was young I wanted to be a basketball player in the Phillippines. I figured height wouldn't be a problem. I was reject 2000000% there. Then I came to the U.S. and got kicked out of the house for having "Personality Traits" that are not good. I found Care-giving. The Occupation of the unwanted. I tried to go to school numerous times but was rejected.
As the years pass, my younger brother has a good job and a kid, my Niece is gonna be a nurse and is nurtered like crazy by my mom. My nephew is gonna be a Doctor. Some of my friends have good paying occupations. Where am I? In the Netherworld WITH MY FIST HELD HIGH! FUCK EM ALL!
My High School classmates used to call me a reject.........they weren't right about much but about that they where!
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