Workplace Competition Incident Report

Hi Nerds!!! Fellow Chosen Ones!!! I had an incident at work where I truly believe a certain staff member is competing with me to prove who is better. I feel she might be jealous of my 20+ years of experience in caregiving, which is evident in the way I do my job. My co-workers at the group home often try to compete or talk trash, as if we’re playing some sort of game, but it ultimately harms our clients, not me or them. Just yesterday, I worked with Emily, who seems to compete with me every time we're scheduled together, trying to show that she’s better at caregiving simply because she has kids. The sad part is that during our shift, she kept prompting one client repeatedly without providing any rewards or positive feedback. As a veteran caregiver, I know this approach doesn’t work. The result? The client became upset, and since he is non-verbal, he started hitting himself. It led to a big incident where he ended up struggling in his room, and our boss had to intervene. I texted my boss to clarify that if you keep hounding the client, that’s on you. But without positive reinforcement, it’s no surprise that they get frustrated. Unfortunately, whatever I say seems to fall on deaf ears because Emily is favored due to her gender and the fact that she is a mother and her role as a woman in the health field. Moreover, after I passed the medications, Emily checked the chart and, in an unnecessarily angry tone, told me I hadn’t marked the med charts correctly. I explained that she was looking at November's chart, but we were still on October 31st. She responded with an “Oh!” that felt like she was caught trying to find a mistake but ended up being wrong herself. When she checked the October med charts, I asked—perhaps with a slightly unfriendly tone—“Are the meds good?!” She said yes, and I replied, “Good,” assertively. As someone who is a "Chosen One", I often feel treated as if I’m incompetent, despite being one of the best workers around. It's frustrating to be seen as stupid when I know I have next-level intelligence. With all my experience, I still haven’t been promoted to supervisor, and I feel haunted by this dynamic. As a Chosen One, I've come to realize that if you lack worldly desires, your success may be denied. The Worldy people around you will block the recognition you deserve. Honestly, you’ll be lucky if you find someone of the opposite sex to change your virginity situation, which I fortunately to have. Being chosen by God and having an aura of someone who strives to do right has its advantages, but it also has its drawbacks, leading to a challenging life. My advice? Don’t drink, and don’t do drugs...if you are a Chosen one because at least you will look good and it will look like everybody is hounding a good looking person. It will make them look bad without you doing anything. Till next time… MAHALLO!

Workplace Experience at Kern Valley State Prison

Hello, Nerds!!! Another week, another nerdy post! I just started training at my new job at Kern Valley State Prison. It took about a week and a half before people started treating me differently. I am the only medical assistant with a desk that is far away from the other M.A.s; my light seems to intimidate them. The women, and especially the gay men, look at me with blank stares, as if they don’t know what to make of me. It's as if they have never encountered someone like me before and don’t know how to respond. As “Chosen Ones,” we are extraordinary people—aka “extra-ordinary”—which makes us stand out in a crowd. People in that very same crowd will eavesdrop on whatever we say. Additionally, those who operate on a lower vibration often won’t like us. For example, during my shift with another M.A. who was very pretty, she intentionally withheld information and advice to ensure I didn’t learn anything. Like the others, she pretended I wasn’t even there, which is a recurring experience at my job. The only male M.A. that the other twenty-something women love to talk to is a devil-worshipping gay guy. That’s just how society is! Most people are influenced by TV and misinformation on the internet, believing that gay people are inherently good and need support. The indoctrination that suggests homosexuals are good people began with the movie “Philadelphia,” starring Tom Hanks. Since then, many, including the female M.A.s at my job, seem to have fallen for this idea and frequently hang out with and befriend the gay guy. They overlook that the Bible states that once you engage in homosexual activities, you are damned—no ifs, ands, or buts about it. These gay men often put on a façade to convince these women that they are good when, in fact, they are not. A good man will always trump all, which is why my co-workers struggle to understand me. I am a 51-year-old man with the character of an eighth grader. They must be thinking, “Is he really this good? Or is he fake? I thought gay people were the good guys and men were all bad, disgusting trash. Who is this guy?” I experience this confusion all the time! I have been in the health field for 27 years, and not all workers who see medical work as a calling fit the stereotype of “old, wrinkled women who are 80 pounds overweight.” But, of course, everyone loves movie-type stereotypes, right? Because I don’t fit the typical "asshole man" stereotype, which is all their life experiences have taught them, they would much rather alienate me and ensure my desk is far away from everyone else—because I am considered WEIRD! As a “Chosen One,” we cannot help but have conflicted feelings toward people—the very same people we would take a bullet for! Sad! Anyways, until next time! Mahalo!

Personal Financial Update

Hello, fellow nerds! Greetings from Uber-nerd town! I have settled into my two jobs, and I have to say I am overjoyed with my monthly income of about $6,500. I am ecstatic! Given that my monthly expenses are only $2,700, I will have a surplus of over $3,000 each month, which I plan to put into savings. My next goal is to pay off my brand new 2025 Toyota Corolla LE by the end of March 2026. After this payment is completed, monthly expenses are projected to decrease to approximately $2,450, which could provide improved financial stability. So far, my job at Kern Valley State Prison is going well. I don't sense the same threatening vibe here as I do at the group home. Most of my co-workers at the prison are from Bakersfield, and some may be part of the gang stalking I experience in town. However, I haven’t felt any negative vibes … yet. Give it time! They might change their attitude later and make my life difficult at the prison, much like what happened at Tehachapi State Prison. I didn’t realize until about four years ago that some people seem to compete to be the better person. I’m just trying to be good without competing with others in that way. Ultimately, it's all subjective; someone might appreciate a certain quality about you, while another might not. That’s why I believe it’s unnecessary to compete like that. It is possible that I will come across an undisclosed competition intended to assess who is a “Better Person”. They might believe I'm either genuine or just faking it, and then disregard me. If I can make it through March and pay off my car, I'll be fine. If they decide to fire me afterward, I would be okay with that too because I would have accomplished something at the prison, making the targeting feel worth it in the end. With my car paid off, my living expenses will be low enough that any two jobs—one full-time and one part-time at minimum wage—would cover my bills and leave me with some extra money. As the Smashing Pumpkins once sang, "The world is a vampire... set to drain," so I can’t really complain. If I remain employed at the prison through March, that seems reasonable. The plight of a "Chosen One" is complicated; on one hand, there are people who adore you, and on the other, there are those who despise you—often, the latter are the ones who employ you at jobs. I find that sad! Till next time! MAHALO!