What up, nerds!!! I just got home from work today, and I have a therapy appointment this coming 18th of September. It should be good. I am quite sure my therapist thinks I am batshit crazy. Especially since I am a man that is content without women. Because this is Bakersfield, and the only thing these people do is fuck constantly, and they cannot accept that in the 21st century there are many ways to be happy that have nothing to do with sex and relationships… and they are way more fulfilling! It's sad to see a whole town like this in the grips of lust, and honestly I don't care what they do, but for some odd reason they cannot seem to accept that I want no part of it. I am happy playing my video games and just beating difficult game after difficult game. I tried it with a modern-day woman. I had an 8-year relationship with her… And I still love her, but I will not get with anybody else except her again, and she will probably never lower her ego to ever come crawling back to me, so I am left to…happily beat game after game and earn a lot of money without having to spend it on a woman or kids! LOL! Add the fact that all these women constantly hit on me, and I am having the time of my life! But like I said, I will only get back with her again—that is it—and her ego is too big to crawl back to me, so that is it, done! Now I can move on! Why can't people accept this? Why can't my brother accept this? Why can't my mother accept this good decision that I made? I think it is because my mother and brother and the rest of this town just think that good is weak and bad is strong, but as you can see from me and my brother, he is living with all kinds of health issues, and I am not, so is it true that good is weak and bad is strong? No. This is why all these alien sightings are cropping up all over the world. It is because most people side with the devil for quick riches and don't think of the consequences. That is absolute weakness in my book, but if I were to iterate this concept to people, they would immediately dismiss me as gay and laugh in my face, so I keep quiet. Why is that gay, by the way? I hate people so much as a "Chosen One." They have treated me so badly over the years that I avoid most people and wish the world would go away! Anyways! Till next time! MAHALO!

What’s up, fellow nerds and weirdo wackos! It’s time for another post from the ultimate nerd of Bakersfield! Today at work, I sensed a lot of hostility from my coworkers; it felt like everyone was on edge. For instance, my client and one of my coworkers had a discussion that almost escalated into a fight. It’s a scary world we live in right now, where it seems like everyone is negative. I don’t quite understand why. Minimum wage in Bakersfield is at an all-time high; you can earn $20.00 an hour just flipping burgers at McDonald's! That’s comparable to what nurses made back in the 2000s. Yet, people seem ready to snap at each other. I watch a lot of YouTube, and it seems filled with negative videos where mostly men rant about how being single without kids and working a minimum-wage job is an awful life. I keep wondering why that would be the case. I mean, without kids to put through college, a spouse to constantly please, or other responsibilities, isn’t it easier just to take care of yourself? In my opinion, that’s the best life! But then there’s this YouTuber, Millennial Steam, who endlessly complains about his life. He’s always eating out and getting attention from women. To me, that sounds like a great life! He doesn’t have to worry about kids or a mortgage; instead, he seems to enjoy his time with a girl who probably likes him, while he buys whatever he wants for himself. People seem to like his channel—I do too, but only because I find it amusing to see how unhappy he truly is. The grass isn’t always greener on the other side, and deep down, he knows this. Anyway, I’m dealing with issues at work where my coworkers give me a hard time for no apparent reason. I think it’s because, as a “Chosen One,” I am naturally happy, and when you have happiness despite not having what others do, it can make some people resentful. I worry that I won’t last long at my job. It’s sad because I may have less than most people, but it seems like others dislike me for it. We live in troubling times, and many people thrive off negativity.

What up, weirdo nerds!!! Another week, another blog post from the Uber-nerd of Bakersfield. I started work at my 2nd job this week, and it seems okay. I still get this sense of hostility from my co-workers at my 1st job, and a lot of hostility from my co-workers at my 2nd job. That is the plight of a “Chosen One”—you are hated for no reason. In my 2nd job, I watch 7th and 8th graders as well as 1st graders in after-school programs, and I think the kids were hazing me a little because they gave me a hard time during the shifts I had with them, but it's ok; I am used to that type of treatment from people. As a “Chosen One,” you are always in a perpetual hazing by people. People seem to want to constantly test you, yet never get to know you, because it would expose the type of person or people they are compared to you. In my first job, I have an ally in Takishia Sellers. She is an older woman and religious, and she likes me as a worker. Which is good because, as a “Chosen One,” we don’t get too many people rooting for us. Most people on the down-low want to see us messed up on drugs and homeless, but that is the life of a “Chosen One.” People on the down-low hate us to the point that they would love to have a front-row seat to see our downfall. It’s like my relationship with my family. During my upbringing, it was known by others that I was considered "Chosen," but this information was not communicated to me. They would always downplay my accomplishments and pretend I didn’t exist. They would overlook me intentionally, so I would never reach my full potential, and as a Chosen One, the only people who will really show you love and attention are strangers who aren’t related to you, because as society progresses, most families nowadays are united in competition and not love. Because of this, in most families, if you are “chosen,” you are the enemy, and you will never be given any advantages. As a matter of fact, most everybody in your family will compete with you in “The Game of Life” to see how you will turn out years later with no guidance or help from your mother and father, but God would not allow someone such as me to fall by the wayside, a God-fearing man, so he will send strangers to help a chosen one because his own family will betray him and leave him for dead. In the first "God of War" game, Kratos is abandoned by the gods and takes his own life. Yet Kratos is saved and keeps living on in the “God of War” game series; that is how a male “Chosen One” lives. He or she will just have to hold onto faith that God will help at the right time. As it stands now, I am alone in life. My family has moved somewhere that I don’t know where and has made up some backstory about me. Like, for example, I turned into a male prostitute and died a drug addict. Since they moved to another state, they can make up any story they want and pretend that I am dead. But this “chosen one” lives. Anyway… Till next time. MAHALO!