Workplace Experience at Kern Valley State Prison

Hello, Nerds!!! Another week, another nerdy post! I just started training at my new job at Kern Valley State Prison. It took about a week and a half before people started treating me differently. I am the only medical assistant with a desk that is far away from the other M.A.s; my light seems to intimidate them. The women, and especially the gay men, look at me with blank stares, as if they don’t know what to make of me. It's as if they have never encountered someone like me before and don’t know how to respond. As “Chosen Ones,” we are extraordinary people—aka “extra-ordinary”—which makes us stand out in a crowd. People in that very same crowd will eavesdrop on whatever we say. Additionally, those who operate on a lower vibration often won’t like us. For example, during my shift with another M.A. who was very pretty, she intentionally withheld information and advice to ensure I didn’t learn anything. Like the others, she pretended I wasn’t even there, which is a recurring experience at my job. The only male M.A. that the other twenty-something women love to talk to is a devil-worshipping gay guy. That’s just how society is! Most people are influenced by TV and misinformation on the internet, believing that gay people are inherently good and need support. The indoctrination that suggests homosexuals are good people began with the movie “Philadelphia,” starring Tom Hanks. Since then, many, including the female M.A.s at my job, seem to have fallen for this idea and frequently hang out with and befriend the gay guy. They overlook that the Bible states that once you engage in homosexual activities, you are damned—no ifs, ands, or buts about it. These gay men often put on a façade to convince these women that they are good when, in fact, they are not. A good man will always trump all, which is why my co-workers struggle to understand me. I am a 51-year-old man with the character of an eighth grader. They must be thinking, “Is he really this good? Or is he fake? I thought gay people were the good guys and men were all bad, disgusting trash. Who is this guy?” I experience this confusion all the time! I have been in the health field for 27 years, and not all workers who see medical work as a calling fit the stereotype of “old, wrinkled women who are 80 pounds overweight.” But, of course, everyone loves movie-type stereotypes, right? Because I don’t fit the typical "asshole man" stereotype, which is all their life experiences have taught them, they would much rather alienate me and ensure my desk is far away from everyone else—because I am considered WEIRD! As a “Chosen One,” we cannot help but have conflicted feelings toward people—the very same people we would take a bullet for! Sad! Anyways, until next time! Mahalo!

Personal Financial Update

Hello, fellow nerds! Greetings from Uber-nerd town! I have settled into my two jobs, and I have to say I am overjoyed with my monthly income of about $6,500. I am ecstatic! Given that my monthly expenses are only $2,700, I will have a surplus of over $3,000 each month, which I plan to put into savings. My next goal is to pay off my brand new 2025 Toyota Corolla LE by the end of March 2026. After this payment is completed, monthly expenses are projected to decrease to approximately $2,450, which could provide improved financial stability. So far, my job at Kern Valley State Prison is going well. I don't sense the same threatening vibe here as I do at the group home. Most of my co-workers at the prison are from Bakersfield, and some may be part of the gang stalking I experience in town. However, I haven’t felt any negative vibes … yet. Give it time! They might change their attitude later and make my life difficult at the prison, much like what happened at Tehachapi State Prison. I didn’t realize until about four years ago that some people seem to compete to be the better person. I’m just trying to be good without competing with others in that way. Ultimately, it's all subjective; someone might appreciate a certain quality about you, while another might not. That’s why I believe it’s unnecessary to compete like that. It is possible that I will come across an undisclosed competition intended to assess who is a “Better Person”. They might believe I'm either genuine or just faking it, and then disregard me. If I can make it through March and pay off my car, I'll be fine. If they decide to fire me afterward, I would be okay with that too because I would have accomplished something at the prison, making the targeting feel worth it in the end. With my car paid off, my living expenses will be low enough that any two jobs—one full-time and one part-time at minimum wage—would cover my bills and leave me with some extra money. As the Smashing Pumpkins once sang, "The world is a vampire... set to drain," so I can’t really complain. If I remain employed at the prison through March, that seems reasonable. The plight of a "Chosen One" is complicated; on one hand, there are people who adore you, and on the other, there are those who despise you—often, the latter are the ones who employ you at jobs. I find that sad! Till next time! MAHALO!

Hello, fellow nerds! We are definitely weirdos! Haha! Anyway, here’s another week, another blog post. I just started my new job at Kern Valley State Prison, and I have this strange feeling that the people who work there know things about me without me knowing them. It’s an odd sensation, like being watched in the town I live in. I get the same feeling at the San Miniato Group Home as well. At the Group Home, I sense that people know of me, even though I don’t know them. Maybe I’m being paranoid, but I’ve learned from past experiences not to ignore my instincts. Your Insticnts are there to warn you about the energy surrounding you. I mentioned to my only friend and coworker that you never know which god someone prays to, so it’s important to be careful. Whenever the young kids are scheduled around me, I pick up on some bad vibes from them. Maybe they are feeling negative about life, and it shows. Most people in this town seem to play the “Game of Life,” and these kids appear to be depressed because they are not succeeding in it. What these so-called “Winners of the Game of Life” often don’t disclose is how they achieved their status in the “Game of Life.” It's typically because they sacrificed their character or did something they aren’t proud of to get ahead. As for me, I’m happy where I am! I had an eight-year relationship with a woman that, unfortunately, didn’t end in marriage, but I still consider it a success because I did nothing wrong. She broke up with me because I showed her that it’s very possible to generate income in the United States from nothing, simply through budgeting. In her words, I am “too strong.” I also feel like I’m being gang-stalked by people in this town. Certain individuals know things about me that they shouldn’t, like how much I enjoy playing XCOM 2—unless they’re watching me at the Starbucks I frequent. Gang-stalking isn’t new; it happens to many people, and I don’t think I’m special. It’s just that I stand out, and when you do that, especially unintentionally, you attract the attention of those who want to bring you down, even to the point of trying to make you harm yourself. The gang-stalkers project their feelings about life onto you, expecting you to bear their burdens. They’re often too afraid to face reality themselves, and since you are a “Chosen One,” they want you to take it all in and suffer the consequences. Unfortunately, this gang-stalking will likely never end, and it’s one of the downsides of being “Chosen.” The hate and jealousy you inspire because you are a better person can lead to gang-stalking, as to many, life is merely a game. If you, as a “Chosen One,” aren’t playing "The Game of Life", those who are will see you as “winning” and will turn against you. I hate people! Hate them so much! Anyways...till next time! MAHALO!